HEARTLESS

IT'S ALREADY THIRD TIMES I WENT TO THE BEACH EVERYDAY NON STOP.. IT'S SO PEACEFUL THERE.. AND IT'S WORTH FOR ME CAUSE I CAN SEE HIM THERE ALTHOUGH FROM FAR AWAY.. SEEING HIM CAN MAKE ME SMILE.. MY HEART BLOOMING.. SO HAPPY.. JUST TO SEE HIM CAN MAKE ME FORGET ALL THE PROBLEMS.. JUST BY SEE HIM IT CAN MAKE MY HEART SO CALM.. I HAVE A STRENGTH TO STARE AT HIM BUT NEVER HAVE A STRENGTH TO TELL HIM THAT I LIKE HIM.. WAITING HIM COME TO TELL ME THAT HE LIKES ME TOO IS LIKE WAITING FOR A SNOW TO COME DOWN IN MALAYSIA.. IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN!
NOW I WAS CONFUSED WITH MY OWN FEELINGS.. IT'S SO GOOD TO LIKE A PERSON BUT IT'S ALSO HURT TO LIKE HIM WITHOUT HE KNOW..WHAT SGHOULD I DO NOW? IMAY KEEP THE FEELING IN SIDE MY HEART TILL 3 YEARS AFTER NOW BUT WILL IT WORTH?? WAITIING FOR SOMEONE THAT I DON'T KNOW IF HE HAVE THE SAME FEELING WITH ME.. OMG! WHAT SHOULD I DO?? I HATE TO HAVE THIS FEELING.. LOVING SOMEONE IS LIKE HAVING A TON OF CHEESE, IT'S TASTE GOOD BUT LATER U MIGHT HAVE BERRY-BERRY..