Master Of Broken Idea

The Ending of The Attraction

Assalamualaikum and Selamat Berpuasa...

How your doing guys? Horrible or suck? Well, itu tak penting pun sebab tak ada kena mengana langsung dengan belog aku ni kan but just to look yang aku ni care, so I ask. How to start? Dah banyak kali its happen, bila aku nak menulis pasal DIA je confirm I lost my words.

The story start....

Okay, aku tak tahu ape merasuk dalam kepala otak aku yang tak berapa nak waras these few days, aku text si mamat gojes yang aku rasakan dia sangat jojes. Since dia perasan aku rasa dia jojes maka dia pun menjojeskan diri dia bila texting dengan aku walhal kalau dia tak buat jojes pun aku tetap rasa dia jojes.

We keep texting each other not more than 10 minutes, then like usual he would say, "Dah ngantuk. Nytes".. Okay, seriously mamat tu memang bodoh. Aku rasa dia manusia paling lanahat dalam dunia. Tak tahu ke dia it took me a week berfikir patut ke aku text dia. Then aku waste my precious 10 minutes just for that kind of message. ^&%#$%*&^

Kesudahannya, aku kecewalah dengan situasi yang berlaku beberapa saat yang lepas. Sangat kecewa. Then itu buat aku berfikir, how long ak nak stay waiting for that horrible guy? Aku dah jumpa too many guy yang tersangat horrible dan dia adalah salah seorang daripadanya dan termasuk dalam list LE:LAKI PALING DIBENCI aku, he got secong place after budak sekolah aku yang suck yang pernah ngorat aku macam sial dan aku pun macam sial suka kat dia walhal dia just fun-fun dengan aku. Fun Fun Fun..

Bila fikir balik, bagi aku most guys are suck! Kalau boleh aku nak conclude love easy come and easy go. But disebabkan aku ni jenis spesis lover yang sejati maka that's hard for me. So, aku dapat jangkaan aku dah tunggu that horrible guy for one and half year, and that makes sense for me to wait for another one and half year. Euww

For spesis pathetic lover macam aku, aku would say it's hard for them to let go bila diorang start loving. You should appreciate this kind of people you know. Kalau pergi pasar nak dapat dua singgit memang tak dapat sebab limited edition. Apatahlagi nak cari borong dekat E-bay. Aku rasa lucky because I'm hurt for many times and that's makes me who I am today. Dan aku sangat aware dengan manusia dajal semacam ini. Once I love, I love you too much but once I hate I gonna hate you for the rest of my lifetime.. How was it? Cool right? I know. ^_^

Kau Gila Sayang

Welcome back good girls and hated boys. Nice greeting for you guy sempena bulan puasa ni. Sorry guys. No good greeting for you all sebab aku tak nampak kebaikan dia. So, sila bersabar.

: No idea why aku letak gambar ni:

No more loving-loving entry. Okay. Aku tipu korang but dah dikira bukan menipu sebab korang dah tahu aku tipu. Sempena fasting month yang awesome ni, let's motivate ourselves. From bad to good one. Dari puasa tak ikhlas kepada puasa yang seikhlas hati sampaikan orang dah azan maghrib pun tak nak bukak lagi sebab ikhlas sangat. Okay. That's too much dude! Don't go overboard.

Lama sangat dah tak borak dengan teman gosip aku yang paling setia, Rasyaz. She's own a blog too like me. I would like to call her my sayang sebab she the best friend ever. Kegilaan yang dimiliki hampir menyerupai kegilaan aku, that's why we match to each other. Although sometimes kita orang ada jugak bergaduh manja but that's nothing compared to what we had shared together through the year.

I got to know my sayang masa aku part 2. Masa tu seriously, aku langsung tak kenal dia. Aku lupa macam mana aku boleh rapat dengan dia but we made friend without we know right? Suka sangat melepak dengan dia. She's very bubbly dan kita orang suka sangat story-story. That's why we never end up diam membisu sejuta kata. We never stop talking.

:Friends in need is friends in deed:

Kau memang gila yang AWESOME my sayang! Takkan jumpa someone else yang macam kau. Entry Aku Gadis Epal Tapi Aku Jatuh Cinta is actually based on her idea and I wrote that entry and posted it to my blog. Discrimination I did to her. Hahaha. But the entry really goes to her. Bravo my sayang for your brilliant idea. I think you should change your profession to be an editor. Your idea was AWESOME!

Love Just Like A Candy

Nice day and happy fasting my dearest bloends (blog friends). Terliur tengok my niece and nephew yang tengah makan gula-gula. Tak pernah-pernah aku sentuh gula-gula since aku in secondary school lagi tapi dugaan puasa punya pasal, sampai budak-budak makan choki-choki pun aku rasa nak meleleh air liur aku. Cobaan yang sungguh besar dan dasyat for me in this fasting month. *_*

* Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best, for you too.

Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

Let's go like usual. Let's talk about love. Since aku break off, I never stop talking about love. Semua entry aku is about CINTA and that's suck. Totally.Tapi all this untuk motivate aku meanwhile share something with you guys in this blog. Now I realize, love is just an option. Kalau tak bercinta pun, you still can live on. It's an option for you to fill up some space in your heart, getting together two soul.

Aku concludekan love is more like candy. It's beautiful to be see, it's sweet to be taste but it just for a while. Tengah syok-syok kemam gula-gula tu, tiba-tiba dah habis. Baru nak rasa kenikmatan dia, terpaksa makan gula-gula yang lain. Love is sweet, nampak macam happy for those yang bercinta lalu-lalang kat depan masa tengah lepak kat kedai mamak. Tapi love is also unpredictable. It came in second and it can leave us without any temptations.