Nyailang Work: Kau Ingat Kau Sape?

Welcome to all ugly boboy and all hot gegirl.. A nice day should be start with a nice words right? After spent about 3 hours kejar my cutie niece and nephew semata-mata nak suruh diorang mandi and tidurkan diorang, and at last I have my own time untuk conteng-conteng my blog ni..

"Eh, ni awek member aku ni tu, asal in relationship dengan mamat muka tembok ni?"

Itulah soalan yang menerjah otak karat aku semalam.. Rupanya, tak sia-sia kerja aku mengstalker facebook orang selama ni.. Actually, aku tak suka sangat guna 'stalker' word, sound sangat cheap, it's better to used ambil tahu.. Aku bukan nye ambil tahu hal orang yang entah pape, aku ambil tahu hal kawan-kawan aku dan jugak kawan-kawan mereka.. Sebab dah tak ada kerja nak buat, then this will happen..

Back to the gossip I mentioned earlier, apabila diselak dan belek mukabuku mamat tembok tu, memori lama seakan memproses satu data, mamat ni kawan nye si polan tu kot.. Apa hal awek si polan tu gedik-gedik in relationship dengan mamat tembok ni? Itu yang kita tak tahu.. Tapi berdasarkan permerhatian aku, aku rasa telah berlaku  aktiviti sailang-menyailang awek antara mereka.. Sungguh tak patut.. Dan si awek tu sangat tak patut untuk melayan sailangan mamat tembok tu..

Hari tu, ada aku terjumpa dengan mamat tembok somewhere around Kuala Lumpur dengan si awek ni.. Muka tak bersalah langsung jumpa aku.. Tapi memanglah diorang tak kesah sebab aku pun tak kesah.. Aku masa tu ingat diorang just hangout, manalah tahu dah bump into each other and let's have a coffee.. Aku ni pulak boleh join diorang kopi-kopi sekali.. 

Sekarang ni baru aku faham what's goin' around here and there.. Bila fikir balik kesian membe aku tu.. Muka dah la tak handsome mana, dapat pulak kawan suka nyailang awek.. Aku borak dengan dia hari tu, nak ucapkan takziah atas kejadian yang menimpa diri tapi dia bagus la.. He said, it's okay buddy, one left thaousand are waiting.. Gegirl bersepah kot.. ( Dalam hati aku macam menyumpah seranah jugak dia, haram sungguh)

I Want To Be In His Pocket

This is how I will be if I had a bf (can't believe that I'm saying it).. Dah lama benar aku tak percaya menda-menda tahyul ni.. Bagi aku ni semua ridiculous.. Pernah dengar, once broken consider sold?.. Once hurt consider  forever.. Sebab tu lah aku tak percaya semua ni.. Bagi aku all men are the same.. They made the love and they leave the love.. Girls, they give the love and they suffer forever.. 

Macam mana pun, aku kena move on walaupun aku tak tahu bila masa aku dapat terima hakikat dan move on to the next stage.. Past lover make me suffer a lot.. Damn it! Sekarang, aku yang poyo-poyo kesedihan, konon teringat kisah-kisah romantik yang menyambah alam (what the heck?), meanwhile dia pulak happy to be with his new lover.. 

But kadang-kadang I feel like I want to be around him.. Although not be taking care, or the one his taking care of, still I would be grateful.. Such a weird feeling I had and wonder how come I can be thinking this far... Well that the secret that we will never know.. Adios!

It's Sweet To Be...

What do you think guys? Filled up with something that you think is suitable and refer to yourself.. How was it? Okay.. Macam tak mendatangkan kesan atau pun masih ada sekalian korang yang blur alam..

Okay.. Aku nak filled up the phrase with it's sweet to be indepedent.. How come? Don't ever you asked.. Nope.. Just kidding.. Well.. It's hard to say but aku rasa aku seorang yang independent.. Although my study fees still parents aku yang support but still aku manage my own life like what I want.. Aku admit both my parent play such a very important roles, kalau dalam real movie they can be the publisher yang melabur dalam filem (yang mana filem itu adalah kehidupan aku), aku pulak director merangkap pelakon utama.. Great film right?! Hahaha.. I thought so..

Since I was a child, most of the decision in dalam life aku, aku yang buat sendiri.. I choose my own path.. AKu tak pernah nak bertanya kat parents aku, what should I do in my life? What you both want me to be?.. That's never happen.. Tapi tu doesn't mean diorang tak peduli aku.. They care about me but lostly about my school performance.. Bila fikir-fikir balik, aku actually sangat bertuah for having this life, sebab kehidupan aku masa kecik-kecik dulu lah yang buatkan aku seorang yang sangat independent and tabah.. Apa-apa hal yang jadi kat aku, I never spit it out to my parents, I try to solve it by myself cuma bila dah terlampau complicated sangat, then I will told them..

Although aku ni the youngest members in my family ( anak bonsu la tu), aku tak pernah rasa macam tu.. Ramai cakap jadi anak bonsu heaven giler, motif?? Sebab apa aje yang kita nak kita akan dapat.. What the heck those statement?? Hello.. Excuse me.. Yang benar, aku tak macam tu.. Banyak sangat benda aku nak tapi aku tak dapat.. Example, aku nak kereta Lancer je satu, tapi ada aku dapat? Memang tak dapat la.. Tu aku baru mintak Lancer, belum aku mintak Ferrari.. Kalau aku mintak Ferrari mau terpatah dua cermin mata bapak aku.. 

Actually, it's sweet to be everything.. You don't need to think the risk, just the happy thing will happen.. Macam princess gitu.. But wujud je menda alah semua tu? Tahyul semuanya.. Adios!