WHAT THE HELL??

menyampah giler kat mamat bangang sekor ni.. aku rasa macam nak hempuk-hempuk je dengan bantal yang aku pegang ni.. aku tak tahu sama ada dia tu sememangnya sengal atau buat-buat sengal ubi.. yang pasti, teringat kat dia bikin hati aku panas and sakit je.. aku benci giler tahap gaban yang paling tinggi.. macam mana erk nak buat hati aku yang tengah resah gelisah ni kembali tenang and cool??
need some advice dear readers.. aku betol-betol menyampah.. tiap kali teringat aku rasa nak je gigit laptop ni.. tp memang taklahkan aku nak gigit betol-betol.. mahal kot menda alah ni..
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NEVER LOOK BACK

I'M NOT GOING TO LOOK BACK FOR THE PAST.. IT'S SO HURT TO KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT.. NOW, I JUST HAVE 2 CHOICES..

1. KEEP STAND HERE, STARE AT HIM AND KEEP ON HOPING HE WILL BE MINE ONE DAY
2. MOVE FORWARD, NEVER LOOKED BACK. THEN, OPEN MY HEART TO THE OTHER PERSON.

IT'S SO HARD FOR ME TO MAKE THE CHOICES ALTHOUGH I JUST NEED TO PICK ONE.. THAT'S WAY PEOPLE ALWAYS SAID, LIFE IS GETTING HARDER AS WE GROWN UP.. BEROFE THIS, I WOULD JUST SAY, WHY? WHEN WE GROWN UP, WE CAN DO ANYTHING THAT WE WANT.. THERE'S WOULD BE NO PROBLEM TO ME.. BUT NOW, I WOULD SAYS, WHAT THE FUCKING HELL'S IS GOING TO BE NEXT???!!

NONSENSE

MEETING YOU IS A NONSENSE. LIKING YOU IS A NONSENSE. LOVING YOU IS A NONSENSE. WAITING FOR YOU IS A NONSENSE. HOPING FOR YOU IS A NONSENSE. LOOKING AT YOU IS A NONSENSE. THINKING OF YOU IS A NONSENSE. IT'S ALL NONSENSE.. BUT MY HEART IS STILL FOR YOU..